I had the demonstration looming over my head for over a week and I was really nervous about it. To prepare I took many many notes and asked many many questions.
In the end it was worth it because when I got up there, my audience was easily able to follow along, and I left a good impression.
Speaking of impression, I felt like my initial good impression on my colleagues was starting to fade and I hit a road block. Luckily, as the days are passing and I settle more into my role with this company, I am feeling much more comfortable. I started off all fireworks and the energy was fizzling into nothing. Now I know how to continue the momentum.
Momentum is something I need to trust. All my life I’ve recognized momentum as an individual energy transcending human control. As I strengthen my will and sharpen my mind I find myself more capable of seeing where the momentum begins and where it’s going and I have been practicing latching on to the energy source and bending it to my will. I just have to trust that I own this momentum and not limit myself and where it can take me.
I’m doing well. 🙂